The Endless Loop of Why?

I’ll be ok.
I’m never going to be ok.
It was his time.
It happened too soon.
I don’t know what to do.
I don’t need you.
God knows what is best.
It’s not fair.
God has a plan.
What did I do wrong?

Why?

It’s been a hard few weeks. I’ve seen awful things. There have been car accidents, miscarriages, horrific traumas, and cardiac arrests. There have been anticipated a…