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The Soundtrack of Anxiety

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Jan 02, 2024
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Lo-Fi beats ping-pong across the median of my brain as I try to breathe away four years of trauma-adjacent memories over morning coffee. Most days, my brain can’t access the images, but today, they keep flashing behind my eyelids like an endless loop. I see their faces. I see their wounds. Bile rises to the back of my throat, and I remember. God, I don’…

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